listening to: DEEP PURPLE- Space Truckin'

 

i invested in something around a year ago... it wasnt a big investment, but a big bulk of what i earn monthly went to that.

 

the problem with us is that at times we do trust people, they eventually let us down.

 

i wouldnt call these people poor. where they are staying, its pretty outback place and the cost of living is around one tenth of how much you spend living on a tight budget in manila. So i would call them pretty much middle class. They have their land which is big (i dont have land there so they are better off than me) and they get by... So me and my best friends (a couple) invested in a livelihood and designated these people as care takers. We had their backyard fixed... We gave them the money to pay for all their expenses... in return, they robbed us...

 

i dont want to delve into details. the entire situation is too blurred for me. i guess the problem is im not there. i dont know exactly what happened.

 

i know i cannot do anything. i am more than a million miles away.

 

i want to sue their a$$es off.

 

i know i am not the only one feeling like this. imagine my bestfriends who are there in manila and who had all of these happening under their noses... i can just imagine how much more angrier (wow superlatives to the max) they are...

 

ah ewan. bwisit.

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I had a meeting about my department at work today. they gave me more responsibilities. Which means, i wont be blogging at the office anymore... lol

 

The new task involved coming up with a training manual for newly hired employees. And yes, the initial trainer would be me... I would have to make sure that these new people are 'properly educated' regarding all our system furnitures, executive desks, and chairs, pretty much our entire product line. I would have to assess them after a week if everything i taught them is instilled in their minds... i would be their worse nightmare.

 

to be honest, i dont know much about all the crap they want me to teach. i have a month to be the master of information in our company before MY WORST nightmare begins...

i plan to sleep early.

 

i got cramps twice today while running my usual route. but i had to increase my distance so i did. only added about a 700 m. not too long... but my right foot was killing me. i had to stop.

 

i never really liked jogging. i thought the sport was extremely boring. just running... running... with a direction... long distance running... tired bodies... running... for half an hour... or more...

 

but lately, i realized it took more than just moving your legs... part of making it work is the discipline. im not very good at that... that is why i decided to take up the challenge... to discipline myself so i can run longer distances, eat the right food, exercise more... around 4 months ago, i couldnt run longer than 5 minutes... as a matter of fact, 2 minutes was already too much... i still have a long way to go... but as i progress, the more challenged i am to try to run like the other professional runners do...

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o magtatagalog naman ako...

sa totoo lang, nakakatuwa pag alam kong my bumabasa ng sinusulat ko... aaminin ko na kahit papaano kulang ako sa pansin... hahaaha. kaya siguro ako nagblog kasi wala naman talagang pumapansin sa akin sa totoong buhay... at kung meron man, nakakapikon at pinansin lang ako dahil may kailangan sa akin.

kaya salamat sa mga nagtyayagang magbasa. :)

failed.... i told myself, i would sleep early because i havent slept at all last night...

but here i am...

 

anyway, my brain is too tired.

so ill just post some pics.

my messy bed. :p

 

 

 

 

 

there you have it... im off to bed!

avoid.
stay away.
not too close.
dont.

 

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just taking the necessary precautions when it comes to relationships... i had a great time this weekend, but getting too close would mean getting vulnerable. getting too close would give these people the chance to hurt you. getting too close would mean i would start expecting... which is stupid... so stop. stay away. keep your distance.

 

just a reminder.

*sigh*

 

this weekend has been indescribable... apart from managing to make entries from Thursday, Friday and yesterday (everything was in drafts), i am blogging at 3 in the morning with a migraine that panadol cannot cure. a friend suggested that i just hit my head against the wall as hard as i can. i decided to turn off the lights and radio instead and concentrate on my PC.

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text msgs:

- ate rhey.. I can't sleep.. i think.. tinamaan na ako..inluv me ata..

 

- haha.. Close ur eyes. Count to 1 million... F u reach 1 million and you're still not tired, then we have a problem...

 

no replies after that which means my advice worked.

 

i love it when people fall inlove... everyone has been falling inlove lately... i have had 5 of my friends hitched this past 6 months... i have two friends who will eventually hook up (one of them being the sender of the quoted text message)... everyone else is in a relationship... and i have a blog buddy who wants to love me (o ano emong should i still quote you?)... lol

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i had no intention of eating yesterday. i got home at around 1 pm from sleeping over at Dinah's house (office friend). went to my room and chatted a bit. a few hours later, my parents left for my dad's colonoscopy... the last morsel of food that passed through my lips was the lasagna i had last night with Tariq (my cool friend... see old post). There was nothing in the fridge and i left my keys and my money in Majd's car (a friend who dropped me home) so i couldnt go out and buy myself something to eat... so i resolved to just drinking water and eating a bowl of jelo before taking a nap.

 

my parents arrived a few hours later and they woke me up to eat pizza... when i opened my eyes, i felt the migraine eating parts of my temples and creeping up to my eyes. i knew i had to take some form of pain reliever before i start throwing up, so i went to the living room and saw my my dad's intestine broadcasted on their 42 inch plasma tv. woah! i told myself and thinking aloud i said- sarap nman kumain nyan! but i was hungry and i had to eat because i wanted to drink the pain reliever so i sat with them in silence my eyes averting the vortex of acid and flesh on the big screen infront of me (thanks to technogy)... after i finished a slice, i stood up and went to my room.

 

however, i hope to God that nothing is wrong with my dad's colon and that he only needs exercise.

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i dont go out much... i dont date... i dont talk... lol

 

last night, a friend took me out on a date (we went dutch because it is a friendly one... if it wasnt then the guy has to pay for dinner all the way). anyway, food was good and so was the company. i had lasagna and he had some spaghetti. He forced me to talk about music... i didnt want to coz he knew so much about it...

 

anyway, after that we went to this new mall that had Toys R us. I love toys and so did he... then we went to a sports store then we made fun of the guys who had no idea how to use those walkalators... then we listened to music... and planned the rest of the night...

 

overall, the night was fun and i had a great time with a great friend. we went to meet our other friends at the madinat jumeirah where we hung out outdoors, beside the creek, listening to the music from the different bars in the vicinity... the evening made me feel young... that i should go out and do more while i am single than tie myself up at home... it also makes a difference when you have the right company... not just anyone who would give you more problems or suck you out of your energy...

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ooh i finished the entire season 2 of how i met your mother... sad...