wow. kinarir ko ang pagbblog this month. astig.

listening to: Empty Apartment- Yellowcard

 

im swamped with work right now, but i feel soooo tired today that i can't concentrate. my head keeps spinning and i keep feeling all these things that i can't explain. I had a sleepless night. But the 1 hour sleep i got was really deep. I also took my nap during the lunch hour and i dreamt... of what- i dont remember, i shouldve written it down immediately. but i was too occuppied with how to get through the day to think about writing dreams down.

 

im suppose to be redesigning a lock for one of our cabinets, but i keep coming up with just squares in autocad. im too sleepy and hungry. im waiting for my friend Tariq to come and bring me something to eat. i havent eaten either.

 

anyway, i have decided to name my guitar Robert or 'bob'. yeah it was meant to be a joke at first but then i suddenly realized that it would be nice to have a bob at home. my neice has all of her stuff toys at home named- teti, tomcat, eid, boodai... and i remember my beloved pacholo, who is now in a better place... and now, we have bob.... BOB! welcome to rhey's messy garbage dump.

 

so... i dont have plans this weekend... except for AEROSMITH!!! woohoo!!! i dont know if i will be able to make it... but i will go. i will go. i will go.

 

i will go.
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my migration to wordpress is taking a bit longer than expected. im still pretty comfortable with blogdrive, but some of my friends have a hard time loading my page because of reasons i do not why. another hassle is that they have to type that security code thing when they want to make comments and they are not logged in which is quite annoying. even i get annoyed when it happens to me. i am not that familiar with PERL and stuff but a friend is helping me out... cool.

 

pansin ko lang na halos lahat nangangarir na ng pagbblog.

 

ahahaha... or ngayon lang kasi ako nangarir?! astig :)

listening to: DEEP PURPLE- Space Truckin'

 

i invested in something around a year ago... it wasnt a big investment, but a big bulk of what i earn monthly went to that.

 

the problem with us is that at times we do trust people, they eventually let us down.

 

i wouldnt call these people poor. where they are staying, its pretty outback place and the cost of living is around one tenth of how much you spend living on a tight budget in manila. So i would call them pretty much middle class. They have their land which is big (i dont have land there so they are better off than me) and they get by... So me and my best friends (a couple) invested in a livelihood and designated these people as care takers. We had their backyard fixed... We gave them the money to pay for all their expenses... in return, they robbed us...

 

i dont want to delve into details. the entire situation is too blurred for me. i guess the problem is im not there. i dont know exactly what happened.

 

i know i cannot do anything. i am more than a million miles away.

 

i want to sue their a$$es off.

 

i know i am not the only one feeling like this. imagine my bestfriends who are there in manila and who had all of these happening under their noses... i can just imagine how much more angrier (wow superlatives to the max) they are...

 

ah ewan. bwisit.

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I had a meeting about my department at work today. they gave me more responsibilities. Which means, i wont be blogging at the office anymore... lol

 

The new task involved coming up with a training manual for newly hired employees. And yes, the initial trainer would be me... I would have to make sure that these new people are 'properly educated' regarding all our system furnitures, executive desks, and chairs, pretty much our entire product line. I would have to assess them after a week if everything i taught them is instilled in their minds... i would be their worse nightmare.

 

to be honest, i dont know much about all the crap they want me to teach. i have a month to be the master of information in our company before MY WORST nightmare begins...

i plan to sleep early.

 

i got cramps twice today while running my usual route. but i had to increase my distance so i did. only added about a 700 m. not too long... but my right foot was killing me. i had to stop.

 

i never really liked jogging. i thought the sport was extremely boring. just running... running... with a direction... long distance running... tired bodies... running... for half an hour... or more...

 

but lately, i realized it took more than just moving your legs... part of making it work is the discipline. im not very good at that... that is why i decided to take up the challenge... to discipline myself so i can run longer distances, eat the right food, exercise more... around 4 months ago, i couldnt run longer than 5 minutes... as a matter of fact, 2 minutes was already too much... i still have a long way to go... but as i progress, the more challenged i am to try to run like the other professional runners do...

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o magtatagalog naman ako...

sa totoo lang, nakakatuwa pag alam kong my bumabasa ng sinusulat ko... aaminin ko na kahit papaano kulang ako sa pansin... hahaaha. kaya siguro ako nagblog kasi wala naman talagang pumapansin sa akin sa totoong buhay... at kung meron man, nakakapikon at pinansin lang ako dahil may kailangan sa akin.

kaya salamat sa mga nagtyayagang magbasa. :)

failed.... i told myself, i would sleep early because i havent slept at all last night...

but here i am...

 

anyway, my brain is too tired.

so ill just post some pics.

my messy bed. :p

 

 

 

 

 

there you have it... im off to bed!

avoid.
stay away.
not too close.
dont.

 

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just taking the necessary precautions when it comes to relationships... i had a great time this weekend, but getting too close would mean getting vulnerable. getting too close would give these people the chance to hurt you. getting too close would mean i would start expecting... which is stupid... so stop. stay away. keep your distance.

 

just a reminder.