i promised myself a long time ago that i would try to change my perception on things and life...
i am a negative person. im the type who does not believe that good things happen to me... and when they do, i think there is always a catch to it... but when im finally convinced that its all an undeserved blessing and i let my guard down, everything starts crumbling down on me and i whisper gently 'i told you so.'

 

a lot of good things in the past few months have stirred up that pessimistic monster in my head... things are still going good but im just waiting for the bubble to burst... which resulted to an ongoing paranoia that today might be that im going to wake up and this entire affair will finally show its ugly face, point its fingers at me and say 'nyanya i told you so!'...

 

its sad... but ive gotten so used to expecting the worst that ive found it quite a habit to ignore the nice things...

 

but we dont have to wait for the new years to make resolutions... we just have to make up our mind to make that change. so im taking up the challenge by the DEITY, to counter the recent list of 10 things to something more positive...

and yes i do spend so much time in friendster i should get shot... and ill try to blog more...

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i have finally gotten the mood that pushed me to blog again... for a while i was a recluse... often in a bad mood, losing my temper at little things, wanting to stay in my room and watch reruns of the family guy... until i got fed up with myself and decided to implement some self motivatation.

you see i have this book called - success is not a spectator's sport that i got for free at some speaker's forum where i also got to chat with the author. its actually a very good book and im halfway through it. if it works on me, then i would recommend it... will write about it once im done reading...

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i was tagged by paolo to do this meme... and like him im not a big meme fan. but since i am still getting the hang of blogging again (actually, i should get used to it by now- the highs and lows of being a moody blogger), my brain is a mish mash of ideas for content. im welcoming anyone who would like to tag me about anything and i promise to take it seriously and pass it on...

 

Food:

i hate french fries. i know its popular, but i never touch my fries. i only order it because its cheaper when you buy the value meal and i give it to my friends who are with me... me and my brothers were crazy about it when we were kids, but i guess i just grew out of it.

i dont like the ripe manggo, unless i eat it with rice...

ampalaya... yuck...

users. i hate users. i hate people who stick around you because they can get something from you... but cant be there for you when you need a friend. I hate people who cannot decide for themselves but wait for fate to happen to them. i hate people who do not take showers.

 

that moment when the guy tells you that he's not interested indirectly by making excuses about everythign else, like the weather or their parents...

i have to agree with pao... i hate variety shows and gossip shows... variety shows who feed on the laziness of the masses... and gossip shows that thrive on the personal lives of celebrities who enjoy it...

music with too much profanity...

laundry.

 

traditions that promote hatred towards people with unlike beliefs...

i hate my inability to be strong...

im tagging, everyone of my blog buds! + ayatot + basilisk + codi + deirdre + the deity + emong + foo + geno + jigz + kit + neko + pepe alas + aleck+ kukis.enkrim + jan+ mama g + mauze +

Without love
Life is like the seasons with no summer
Without love
Life is rock 'n' roll without a drummer

 

i'll be yours forever
'Cause I never wanna be
Without love
never set me free

 

That without love
Life is like my dad without his bromo
Without love
Life is making out with perry como!

 

Cause without love
Life is like a beat that you can't follow
without love
Life is doris day at the apollo

 

'Cause without love
Life is like a prom that won't invite us
Without love
Life's getting my big break and laryngitis
Without love
Life's a '45' when you can't buy it
Without love
Life is like my mother on a diet

 

Like a week that's only mondays
Only ice cream never sundaes
Like a circle with no center
Like a door marked "do not enter!"

 

'Cause I never wanna be...
Without love

 

yes now you've captured me

 

I surrender happily

 

 

 

im still at the office when i realized that i missed blogging...

 

 

This is the most that my profile has been viewed. i think about last may, i posted that my profile was viewd around a hundred times. today when i was checking out my friendster account i was shocked to find out that i actually have a potential to be popular... hehehehe